the mini

i would imagine for me
my voice got very portable
when an answer is needed
an answer will be given
tonight i must try it
tonight i begin my work
the mini works best
for vision like mine.

Effort and tangible results

The work and its results
Are directly related to
The deal I make sanely
To the effort I will make
Real work or foggy brain?
Real attention, fantastic work
Foggy brain and I get no work
Decide, but not my choosing
Decision out of my hands
And in an instant I fall prey
And I never stand a chance
As I never gained control
Whether I would really work
Or would I still be in a fog.

Allow me calmness

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When rage overcomes me

I abhor the behavior

That my aberrant body

Wreaks on my family and home

That my fast anger gets better of me

Only anger is a tall order to follow

Only listless is my control on myself

I see red and lick shooting flames

Anger consumes me, not listening

To reason or pleas for calm

Would that I could, I would change

I hate when anger consumes me

I prefer to smile

I prefer to stay calm.